But I think I've sorted it all out.
What I'm really here to blabber about is the amazement of the past.
I was thinking "I was in school in 1997?! So old!" And I often have these kind of recollections, so I know I'm a person who is going to dwell over the past wanting to be young again. So I fear the future. Which is not going to help me get over not dwelling on the past.
God being a pessimist really is hard.
I want to be able to live optimistically but at the same time... I don't.
When I was younger people used to ask me "Is the glass half full or half empty?" Expecting me to have known what I thought. Had I said half full would that have changed my perspective now? Because now trying to say it's half full is really really weird for me. I can't think of it as half full. How terrible! D:
Moar artwork will come, I just need to grow the balls to ink them. I'm so scared about screwing up! Hahahaha.